just hold me tight and let me go i've buried myself under this burden cannot lift away and these walls are too tall to climb over inside me just vast nothing i'm too tired to go on so please just hold me tight and let me go all the years we had together you knew what i wanted but you never accepted my road has already ended and i rather fall than jump over my days are just endless dreaming where the figures never change i don't know if i've never met anyone but i guess it doesn't matter none of you knew me at all too many times i've been blinded by good faith but finally i see all clearly i just want to get past one day without losing myself just hold me tight and let me go
screw you. 20.9. i will play at club la-bas, during amorph!01 festivals at gloria sound and video will be delivered to the few people who will arrive. remember kronstadt i don't support terrorism that states held upon us i played at club la-bas, 5.5. i also pierced my right ear on that day.
this is me. my personal feelings. my thoughts. all that i am. i record when i feel like it. i record what i like. general voices of the city. my spoken word. trains. whatever. then i add something. samples. synths. maybe drummachines. nothing is certain. i haven't released anything. yet. there's more than two hours of distorted noise and massive ambient pieces.
if you want to hear. send me a tape.
pilvari pirtola, hiihtomäentie 14 b 39,00810 helsinki
i don't think there's much of a chance that someone would get so lost in the net that he would end up here. so, if you've done that. please tell it to me.
these pages are a project. they will chance. for better or worse. i will put up some nasty java and whatever i come up with. some .mp3:s just might pop up here somewhere someday. i don't know.
but now, please, get lost.
well. i just have to say that it actually does bothers me that people just keep on spying here no one ever admits. you just don't give a shit do you?